Nobody knows what I am facing right now. They just make their own conclusions and give me advice I don’t even need. I hold a grudge against my wife, and the only way to get revenge is by leaving her. There are three people currently on my waiting list, ready to suffer. I always remember…
Tag: letting go
A Dream of Embracing the Former President: When Hopes Fail to Be Captured
Last night, I dreamt I was hugged by the former president. We embraced like old friends who had missed each other. I wanted to take a picture with him. First, someone lent me their phone, but I failed because I didn’t know how to operate it. In the second attempt, I asked someone else to…
A Perfect Miserable Life
I’m disappointed with this life. If I threw a stone at someone, I believe that stone would come back to me as bad karma. How about if I helped a family become rich by supporting their business? Would that come back to me as good karma? I only expect something in return from God, so…
Just another pathetic day
Her recent request serves as an example of how she has been an obstacle to my goals since 2015. I do what she asks, but she rarely appreciates what I’ve done. She hears me, but she doesn’t listen. I’m a little disappointed; after I married her, I thought I’d have a friend to talk to,…
I have found myself
After a Long Journey of Self-Discovery, Yesterday, on October 2, 2024, at 6:30 PM, right after Maghrib prayer, I came to a profound realization: I am just Nobody. This hit me as I looked at myself in the mirror. In front of me, it felt as though I was staring at a victim of the…
Letter to God
Dear God, I want to go home. I feel empty without life. Since I was a little kid, only five years old, and even now as I’ve grown, I feel like I don’t have a purpose. What is the purpose of this life? What was my purpose after being born into this world? Dear God,…