From the epic journey of the hero, I am currently facing the final battle that will determine my future whether it be life or death. It is incredibly challenging to overcome every obstacle without God’s help. Sometimes, I become overwhelmed when confronting certain situations. For instance, in the next three days, my primary domain and my client’s hosting will expire. My client has not made the payment to renew their web hosting service. Without their payment, three other websites will go offline, and I will lose my primary domain, which I have maintained since 2007.
The good news is that I have discovered a trading formula, but I still need to conduct further research to make it perfectly effective. When one problem is solved, it often leads to another. All I can do is pray and hope that my ten-years-old laptop continues to function for at least the next six months before I can afford to buy a new one.
Meanwhile, diabetes mellitus is slowly taking its toll on me. I have been preventing complications from this disease by practicing intermittent fasting.
Currently, I am living in my mother-in-law’s house, and my wife frequently scolds me. I wish I could escape from here as soon as possible. Once I earn money from my first withdrawal, it will be a new hope for me to live life on my terms.
Shadows from the past often resurface. Painful memories and regrets frequently invade my mind. Sometimes, I lose focus while working and tend to procrastinate. If I dwell on the pain, I will continue to suffer, but if I focus on the lessons, I will continue to grow.