Today, I engaged in masturbation. I have a wife, but due to type 2 diabetes, I experience erectile dysfunction. I wish I could be intimate with my wife, but I can’t achieve an erection, and we haven’t been intimate for over two years.
This time, I did this while watching a Japanese adult movie, alone at home. I masturbated, but when I ejaculated, I didn’t feel any real orgasm.
People who frequently engage in this behavior may experience temporary strabismus. Strabismus is a vision condition where the eyes do not properly align with each other. This misalignment can be constant or occasional, and it can affect one or both eyes.
This is my confession for today. I wrote it down because I needed to relieve the feeling of guilt.