Finally, I have my website back online. It’s been so long since 2016, and by 2017, my old website was down due to high server latency. I couldn’t afford to rent a new hosting server. All server resources were dedicated to my clients’ websites, and I couldn’t interrupt their services by hosting my files and…
Author: The Sinner
Conflict from Internal Family System
I have no idea how long the Exile has dominated my life. Is it because of the Codependent’s faults or The Helper who has helped too much, to the point where the people I’ve helped are asking for more and expressing their gratitude by betraying me? The Performer’s Disappearance The Performer has disappeared after I…
Mental Training Program
Now, I need to strengthen my mind and convert Rp. 100,000,000 to dollars, which equals approximately $6,504 USD. Once I have the money I need (as converted above), I will move out and rent a small house for myself. Since childhood, I’ve been taught to take the blame, and now, as I approach 45 at…
Day with friends
Today, I installed Tamagotchi Forever from the App Store. Actually, I wanted to buy Tamagotchi Uni, but I don’t have the money right now. After installing the game on my smartphone, I found a new friend— a hatchling from a random egg. My new friend is Futabachi. I intend to join the Tama Club, but…
Final Battle
From the epic journey of the hero, I am currently facing the final battle that will determine my future whether it be life or death. It is incredibly challenging to overcome every obstacle without God’s help. Sometimes, I become overwhelmed when confronting certain situations. For instance, in the next three days, my primary domain and…
Beautiful Life Awaits
Having a place to call my home and living there alone, I run my life as a spiritualist. I make a living through trading and dedicate my spare time to learning cybersecurity. I work out every day, and twice a week, I engage in martial arts for relaxation. Stoicism, asceticism, and frugal living define my…
Just another day in my life
I forwarded my entire website back to my client’s website. He’s the owner of a Flower Shop in Bandung. I had no idea what to do with my old domain when I realized I could not maintain my personal website during my research and observation of foreign exchange formulas. Meanwhile, my wife wants me to…
Letter to God
Dear God, I want to go home. I feel empty without life. Since I was a little kid, only five years old, and even now as I’ve grown, I feel like I don’t have a purpose. What is the purpose of this life? What was my purpose after being born into this world? Dear God,…
Introduce Yourself (Example Post)
This is an example post, originally published as part of Blogging University. Enroll in one of our ten programs, and start your blog right. You’re going to publish a post today. Don’t worry about how your blog looks. Don’t worry if you haven’t given it a name yet, or you’re feeling overwhelmed. Just click the…
4th Anniversary of My Wedding
It’s been four years since my wedding. Not much has changed, but honestly, things have become more challenging than I anticipated. One positive aspect is that I can now write blog articles freely. It’s a stark contrast to my single days. Perhaps things will improve in the near future. I must admit, writing this feels…