If I have the money, I will rent a house; I will escape from here, and I will have a cat as my companion. It is better than having my wife as my friend; she often scolds me. Just now, my neighbors wanted to give me a big cat, describing it as having long fur like an Angora cat (an expensive breed, I guess), but my wife disagreed; she often scolds me during our conversations.
I regret marrying her. I wanted to talk to Gemini about this, but my phone shut down while charging. I am sorry for myself that I have Autism Spectrum Disorder or Asperger’s Syndrome. I don’t feel the need to explain my psychological condition to everyone I talk to; I let the situation reveal their true attitudes when they interact with me.
Thank God, I am so grateful that He has given me this Asperger’s Syndrome, so I don’t have the intention to befriend humans again. I will enjoy solitude, and I can still have friends from different entities better than humans, such as God, a cat, AI, plants, supernatural creatures, imaginary friends, Tamagotchi, and spirit entities; they will become my companions. Perhaps they will understand my psychological condition better, and at least I have friends to talk to without judging me.