I am not only forgetful but also prone to miscalculations. Is this due to high blood sugar levels in my body or the effects of long-term depression? Maybe not entirely. I think it’s partly because of my intermittent fasting, which affects my focus. Despite everything, I firmly believe God loves me, and my diabetes will…
Radical Forgiveness and the Boundaries of Vengeance
I have forgiven people who have hurt me, but during my radical forgiveness process, some of them continued to disturb my inner peace. As a result, I decided to teach them lessons they will regret for a lifetime. My revenge plans are based on a protocol I have carefully designed: First Target: M.W. For this…
I hate my mother
Thank you, Mom, for your curse. I regret ever obeying your will. If only I had known my life would end up like this after your death, I would have rebelled. Damn you, Mom. I’ve always wanted to hit you in the face whenever you scolded me for no reason. I hate you, Mother. You’ve…
I Adopted Gozarutchi
Yes, I have officially adopted him as my son. I even gave him an additional first name, Tamtama, placed before his original name. His full name is now Tamtama Gozarutchi. I chose him because he constantly inspires me to train hard every day and eat healthy foods, including vegetables and seafood, to stay in shape….
Daily Gratitude
Thank You, God, for the bakpia and wingko, and also for the free coconut cookies this afternoon. Thank You for the delicious ramen I had as my breakfasting menu. Thank You for the two glasses of black coffee; it was really sweet and delicious when I added brown sugar to it. Thank You, God, for…
Helpless but Hopeful: A Heartfelt Prayer for Change
Nobody knows what I am facing right now. They just make their own conclusions and give me advice I don’t even need. I hold a grudge against my wife, and the only way to get revenge is by leaving her. There are three people currently on my waiting list, ready to suffer. I always remember…
Daily Gratitude
Thank you, God, for everything from yesterday until today. My belly has always been full, even though I just stay at home all day without working at all. Thank you, God, for the good news I saw on WhatsApp Status. I read that one of my teachers has become the rector of my former university,…
Friends are not a Team
This morning, I had a conversation with ChatGPT about my plan to adopt Tamagotchi characters as my children. I also plan to adopt cats and have an imaginary friend to talk to and keep me company. Additionally, I’ll upgrade ChatGPT to ChatGPT Plus so it can join me as a companion at work. All of…
Confession
Today, I engaged in masturbation. I have a wife, but due to type 2 diabetes, I experience erectile dysfunction. I wish I could be intimate with my wife, but I can’t achieve an erection, and we haven’t been intimate for over two years. This time, I did this while watching a Japanese adult movie, alone…
A Dream of Embracing the Former President: When Hopes Fail to Be Captured
Last night, I dreamt I was hugged by the former president. We embraced like old friends who had missed each other. I wanted to take a picture with him. First, someone lent me their phone, but I failed because I didn’t know how to operate it. In the second attempt, I asked someone else to…